follow by faith not by sight.

as expected.today's msg got to me..God's words spoke to me...
i jus find the timing real queer..
jus tat day i was tellin yunqi not to get affected..askin her if she's affected..
and now the same thing's happenin to me...
aft hearin jimmy's long winded story yest..my hunch was true...
it really eats into you..but that's jus the devil's work....
went to church today..the emotions were powerful..prayin in tongues....
jimmy let it out..i let it out too....
follow by faith not by sight...
tat's exactly wat i've to do...
cos i jus saw something i didn't really wan to see this morning..right smack at 930am..
like wat jim remarked the other day..this period of time..everyone needs someone to lean on..rely on..unfortunately she had to look to him for support...
disappointed..shattered...maybe...
but i noe it's done..it's finished..God works on us when we're resting...
it's only a few hours away from the most impt exam for this two years..and i had to hear this news...but it's okie...
Christ is in me to refute the devil's worries...
if i'm goin to worry..if i'm goin to think and think..i'm goin to jus ruin myself..
yea..instead..i jus wan to focus on the truth...

i snapped at zhong dog today..don't noe why..i was really in a fit of anger....
i almost wanted to walk back to sch and ask them to get dinner for me..
but i realise doin so would mean tat my emotions are defeated.i can't stand up to the devil's evil doings..
and so i went to terrace with the study gang.wasn't really a happy eating experience...
but yea..anything will do..

maybe this's when she'll be exposed to Christianity..and tat God will come into her life..maybe..i hope and pray for tat....

anyways...i think i noe who's the prankster on my blog alr...or so i suspect...
it can only be one or two idiots eh...
right now i can only think of one prankster who tagged those comments on my blog...