last mcq

hmms...and so bio option ended today...i'm left with bio mcq...
while others hav already reconciled the fact that their As are over..some haven't..
maybe if i'm one of the first few who ended my As early..i will feel a tad of regret...
tat this journey is somewhat comin to an end..
the drudgery of life...everyday comin to sch in the morning dressed in ah pek clothes..studyin..foolin ard burning stuff..jokes..terrace..bingeing....
recently there has been lots of personal stuff goin ard in the study gang..
stories evolved..stories created....
oh wells...somehow i noe them but i still manage to stay away from these...
maybe during this period of time...
i jus see things in a different perspective...
the troublesome human drama...
i had too much of it..tat now i jus wan to shy away for it...
we spend too much of our energy thinkin too much in our brains.like wat pastor prince said yesterday..
his sermon yesterday was of extraordinary humour..
and it was a wonderful message yet again..
i always look forward to goin church...to be in His presence with the rest...
the worship together jus touches us inside...
everytime i look at the group of people whom i hav shyed away from...
i don't sense anything..i think i've talked bout this before..
i jus can't describe tat feeling...when tat group of pple whom u once had laughter with..they jus seem likle acquaintances now..
acquaintances they shall be..cos i believe watever friendships God wants to give..it'll be tat...
tat's how i found grace in the new group of frens whom i made while studyin...
they may not really noe my awful past...but nonetheless they're there...
or rather..i'm jus waiting for the right time to confide in someone..as He permits...
this kinda thing..there's this old textbook style dating tip...it says tat one shldn't talk too much about his past ex when he's out with a date..
not exactly a date..but when i confide in a fren...i jus think the past would be too troubling for a friend to listen to...
if pple ask..then i'll talk about it...

newaes everyone has stories in their life...
wanted to talk to jimmy bout his volleyball thing but haven't got down to it..
so maybe i'll jus do it here..
through Grace i was jus blessed with a team with the right ingredients..whose average height of the players was about slightly above 170m.
that's already an advantage in itself..especially whenever it comes to basketball..
next we had really talented players...clarence was MIA throughout the dec training holiday..but he came back strong during the competition...
we had a player with great potential.mingloong who only started to play bball in sec sch...
we had a temasek player who played bball all his life...
a chinese high player who did tat too...
u put tat tog..work and train hard together..
even those whom didn't hav sec sch experience..they contributed their fair bit..
and best of all we were drawn into a group with relatively easy teams to get past...
so it's miraculously jus a snap of His fingers and everything went into place..
so my point is...
Jim might feel bad about his ability to bring glory to the sch vball team..
but a "right" team would seriously jus hav the "right" ingredients...
there exists a point when everyone will jus tell themselves.okie this's the best in wat i've done and given.i've exhausted means..and if this the result.i'll accept it...
yep... easier said than done..
everyone will hav one or two naggy issues inside tat will hit hard on their esteem..including me..
it's how we deal with it through His help..

i mean..we aren't supposed to judge..
but after studyin so long with the group of pple...
i've identified their unique character tat sets them apart.
hmm..where shall i start..
renfu's resilience which of course stems from his setback after Os.
Jimmy's discipline in sitting there doin his work and his faith in God
Yeow may's playfulness..err i don't noe if tat's a good or bad thing
Zhongyao's helpfulness.
notice why i put their names together..they're always fighting with each other..playful fighting..childish and unnnecessary bickering.i still can't figure out wat drives them everyday to fight.other than adrenaline of course..i can't even see myself enjoyin fighting with any gal all the time.it gets boring doesn't it.
wenlin's graciousness.though she's a devil hidden in angelic wings.jus look at how she played a part in the burnings.
ngee leng's erratic behaviour tat sets her apart from the rest
hien chuan's chilling lameness
dingwen's discipline in working hard to achieve his goals
shawn's optimism and his obsession with ronnie coleman
jiayi's burning optimism...
Izzu's humour in his one liners.
Gay's outta-this-world dance moves and his innate ability to act a drag.

yep it's jus nice things tat i wanted to write about since a long time ago...
like wat jim said i jus hope the bonds forged durin this period will cary on hopefully even when the guys go NS and the gals go to uni.
obviously some will fall away.
but i jus pray tat the nucleus will still stay..