no more carnage

hahah..yea since tat day when renfu ambushed two lizards..my conscience was prickin at me..seriously speakin..i don't get a kick out of killing la..yep..tat's the truth manx...
i mean..the lizards are immobilised..it's inhumane...
yea..even the normal sadistically inclined renfu felt his conscience pricking..so yea...
so the verdict. no more killings..let nature take its course..
and the lizard population shall hav its own regulator..probably the birds or smth..
His word spoke to me yet again during service...
i'm righteousness by faith...
the harder u try to seek something.the more it'll elude you...
let it go..enjoy in the grace and righteousness...and naturally the blessings will come...
yep...tat line struck a chord in me...
letting go...pple hav been advising me to...
it's not by wat i do.it's by wat Jesus did....
i've only been a Christian since a few months ago...
i still hav alot to learn to be more like Jesus..
some things...though u noe u're spposed to believe in..the heart jus refuses to let go...
yep..but i can say tat everyday..i'm jus goin to tell myself to jus believe..tat's my role as a believer of Christ...

newaes saw the hillsong piano chords book..from the album hope...costs 33 bucks..i almost wanted to buy it today..but i noe i shldn't..not now..cos i'm goin to get distracted and start learning immediately..even though there're much more impt things to get into my brain right now..like econs..
hahaha..
yea..so i decided to put off the purchase till next week...yea..
can't wait..
=)