sighs

don't think i shld blog bout wat happened yesterday...
it's jus nice feelin tat way again.

newaes.maybe sometimes i've pissed some people off with my shoot-off-my-mouth- remarks..
but it seriously aint' without any harm...

i jus feel tat group dynamics shld be observed.
i dnt really noe who else is readin my blog..
but yea i jus keep it as tat.

ran 8k today..
i think my mental for long distances isn't there..
i mean i jus read the papers..people are doin 10k for their easy runs.of course from a training schedule of a recreational runner..
but yea i ran today..was damn tired.didn't noe why..
maybe i was jus sorting out all the tghts tat have been in my head since yest...
tght bout cg's message bout exchanging our strength for His strength..
and i jus left the remaining torturous part of the 8k to Him...
it's really mind over matter manx.putting a foot ahead of another and tellin myself not to stop.after awhile i jus left it to Him

sometimes i see friends around me who are attending scholarship interviews and stuff..
jus feel kinda hmms...
i wouldn't say it's an inferior feelin..
but jus lookin at them will make me reflect on my own..as in wat's actually my ambitions in life..
these friends hav interviews lining up..and they noe wat they want..
i'm not too sure about myself..
not to say tat i've zilch plans..
jus tat i'm torn btw sports science and a practical business route..
u see passion vs interest..
two different worlds...
sighs..never mind i've 2 years to ponder over this...