Fort Minor

mwhaha jus d/l the whole album of mike shinoda's solo album fort minor..
sheesh so much for supporting original...
luckily i din get the album..was so tempted to get it..
not all the tracks are very nice..but nonetheless...some tracks are real good..
hahaha...in case if pple are wonderin..mike shinoda's a member of Linkin park..
he isn't the lead singer..but he can hold his own in the hip hop scene...

okies...
all i did was to read ur blog..and offered a lil advice..preached a lil on Christianity..
if it doesn't go down well with u..and atheists out there..it's okie..
God isn't hard up..He's a perfect respecter of personal choice..
pastor preached on a matter..
this old man was dyin of a cancer..and Jesus appeared to him..offerin to save his life...
the old man declined because he thought tat he deserved tat illness cos of his wrongdoings in the past..
uh huh there's condemnation on the old man's part..
Jesus looked sad because He got turned away..when help for the old man was jus a second away..
few days later..the old man passed away..
by the way this's a real account from one of the church leaders..but the identity was kept hush..

it goes like this...if u prefer to believe in urself..the one and only self..
jus continue being like tat...
i alr did wat i could..tellin u about Jesus...
i noe the Gospel can't be forced onto pple..
tat's why i'm jus keepin chill about it..

prayin for my enemies...and tellin myself not to condemn others..
i'm constantly tryin to tell myself tat..
i told her Sheena received Christ and prayers were answered..
her reply was "oh wow that's something great uh..u're one step closer to gettin back tog with her"
something along tat line..i rem very clearly "oh wow" "one step closer" "getting back tog"

oh please...
my mind's already off tat matter..
i'm not even thinkin of getting back..
i'm tryin to move on...
no point seekin it so desperately..wat for? for affection?
useless eh..
it's been amazin how i don't seem to feel lonely after i accepted Christ..
yes bored at home with nothing to do..
but i never felt desperate for affection from anyone after i haVE Jesus..
my holidays are somewhat very fulfillin in this one month..
i've great frens...
i'm very thankful for tat...

i told her how i've found my direction in life after bein a Christian...
tellin her tat i'm swearin very little nowadays..less carnal desires...stuff like tat..
she exclaimed "u're sounding like a monk.sighs"
exact quotation there...right from the message..

how not to get angry over tat?
i was contantly prayin to really chill...
i alr said i don't wan to see others in a bad light..
but somehow this kinda thing jus make me trip a lil...
nonetheless..i jus hope i'm gettin better at it by God's grace...

phew...a load off my mind...
keep calm peace out.
love ur enemies.pray for them..there's greater reward in tat.
God's a perfect respecter of personal choice..He isn't hard up.