group dynamics

haha sat there and thought hard bout a title..
newaes..yea prom got everyone dressed up.whether it's a stunning dress or a smart suit..or for some..some serious deadly goth..
hahaha..don't even noe wat came into my mind for the goth..but was seriously relieved when bowei had the same idea..the same hair even..and the same black nails...
clarence could also pose it off with his punkish hairstyle which resembled good charlotte..
it seems nice to get back tog and take a team picture even durin prom...
anyhows..the team will always leave this bittersweet taste in my mouth...

why this title? oh wells..group dynamics..
it's all about tolerance..all about giving and taking..all about accomodating...
all about interacting in a group...
i don't really wan to talk about hc..but i think jimmy gets my idea...
hahah...newaes..i've three things lining up at 5..and i chose tat option which didn't involve God.
campus at 5.auntie adeline asked me for fcbc at 5 too..i've long been wanting to go fcbc to check it out..arghs..and squash with the peeps...
i don't noe manx.i don't noe if feelin guilty's a right thing to feel now..
i'm suppose to put God above everything else manx..and jim jus msged to say tat it's the last campus meeting of the year..i'm at a T road...
before i replied my messages i was prayin and askin for His direction.tat no matter which option i choose.His grace will still be with me...

oh wells..
talkin about grace..His faithfulness was once again shown at ritz carlton..
i had too much to drink..got a lil tipsy..
was fighting for position for the bed with those two rascals..i slipped and tried to get a hold on something..instead i pushed the lamp towards the wall to balance myself..and i didn't noe tat such a slight force could seriously cause two big cracks on the fragile porcelain vase...
i seriously think tat the lamp is fragile and has nothing to do with tat strength..
at first this sense of fear creeped up to me..
and i went to lie down tog with renfu and i kept praying for His grace...
even in the morning when the check out time was near..i kept prayin...
but in the morning there was seriously no fear already..i was already prepared to pay the full cost..and besides in my heart i was already believing tat everything was being paid for on the cross..so there's nothing to worry..
true enough..the six star hotel service was at its best..and not a single cent has to be paid for the damage incurred...
thank God..
jus nice..those accounts of Pastor Lian's experiences jus resounded with tat experience at ritz...

clubbing..wat an edgy topic..
it was my second time yest..first time for some...
there's always this tendency to get self conscious....
but i guess i got used to it...
it's the only time when u can dance and don't get criticized for watever u're dancing for...
i went in there tellin myself to jus hav fun and dance around..
even while dancing halfway..this thought crept up into my mind.
heys so this's it..prom post prom..post As..
while dancin i was jus thinkin bout next year when i get back my results..
everyone will also get back theirs too..
and the results will be under scrutiny...
jus felt tat should jus let our hair down and jus enjoy this time now before the results come back..
oh wells..
felt good to hav imran around..fazli around to monkey with..
jus lookin at them dance..they jus got into the groove...
yupp...don't be self conscious.be less inhibited but never step past the line of being risque.