how great thy nature

jus back from malaysia.am happy with my darker state.not in the state of the mind but by the colour of my skin.
wanted to catch more sun though..but trekkin through rivers and under the canopy doesn't warrant alot of time under the sun.
oh wells..i enjoyed myself.was reminded of my mt ophir trip.did everything by the river.
it was seriously a back to basics trip for the first day.
sat by the rocks on the river.in pitch black..getting accustomed to the dark...
reflecting..thinkin..the dark is so beautiful..like wat renfu said.he appreciates nature best in the dark.same sentiments exactly..
the dark is so tranquil.i looked up at the trees with their leaves rustlin with the wind.in tandem with the rhythm of the river flow..
the squishing sounds of water knockin against rock.fluid finding another way to overcome that rock and eventually finds a way to flow..
how great thy nature is in darkness
i wonder why pple don't sleep in the dark..are scared of the dark..or hav a phobia of the dark.lol=))tat person who's readin it now..yes u.hahahha

newaes there's this guide tat took us through the trek.he's a canadian who has fought countless wars as a paratrooper..fought in somalia..and his muscles are real sinewy.
tall lean frame with defined muscles.phoah..i bet he has seen so many wars..marc kept callin him a psycho..cos he was tryin to implement his own discipline of martial arts to us..
oh wells..and there's a way tat foreigners say fuck tat make it sound so natural..sounds cool even..
to use that f word locally will entail a great amount of labelling
not tat my cussin habit has come back..maybe i'm jus tryin to cuss in a more refined way.yea right wat an oxymoron.

the next day was spent navigating through the rapids in jus a circular rubber float...
it's definitely fun.element of surprise and danger comes with the new rapid.
unfortunately my good bud capsized and got dragged by the rapids for a seemingly long time.
thank God i din suffer much bruises around my back..or any cuts..=))

oh yea.something to add about the river trek on day 1.nic marc n me went to try slidin down the rapid..it takes alot of strength and good technique to swim against the strong currents..i'm not really a good swimmer i can vouch for tat..
newaes first time i slid down.i slipped cos i din hold on to the rope before lowerin myself down into the water..
so others slid down in a forward manner..i slipped and slid down backwards..
oh manx..once u slide down.it seems like eternity before u ever resurface..
and i got hydrated straight away after drinkin so much water after tat slip
greeaaat..
newaes fun experience knowin new pple...learnin new lessons...
and i'm actually attracted to such a travellin lifestyle..
oh wells...i shall see about tat..
but definitely i noe i'm goin to travel with those new frens i made..=))))
thank God for such new frens with their wealth of experiences..

i'm back in singapore..withdrawal symptoms are still ard..jus a lil bit..
though i can still msg..but yea..don't noe..
jus received a card from weinz...
i was always glitter phobic..but somehow aft i saw tat card..hmms..phobia was gone..
mwhahhaha...

talkin bout Christmas pressies...
arghs..wat a headache..
i'm goin down to bras basah tmr to get styrofoam..
hmms...
i guess i jus go with the Spirit and the flow...
i'm jus goin to put in effort in tat single gift...
it's always the thought tat counts...
if u hav tat thought to make tat prezzie for someone..shld jus obey tat thought and press on with it.
=)))
i don't really noe how to cut styrofoam though.

anyways God answered my prayers last sunday.something tat i've been prayin for since i accepted Christ.
it's so amazing how God ways are..
last sunday i was sppsed to go for third service.then adeline told me tat she can't make it..and i din really wan to rush for third cos i was balling with my frens..so i decided to go for fourth instead...
and tat very decision jus led to big decisions for some pple on tat very day..decisions tat might not have been made if i was present for third..
praise the Lord.