i'm a different person thank you.i'm a reborn person in Christ.

some awful decisions led to my face appearin on -tat- blog...
but it's okie..i'm a changed person..i don't even recognise myself..
and i don't mean the physical features..

when u don't hav spiritual direction..u tend to make wrong decisions..u tend to make wrong choices in pple...ur discernment will seem blocked...
kkaes...

i don't noe why..yest late at night i was so pissed with my phone..
my phne has been giving me troubles since the first day i got it..
first it was the sound receptor tat was spoilt..i could hear pple talkin to me but they can't hear wat i say..
next it was the reception thingy..my phone will go without reception for the whole day..and obviously tat can't be attributed to no connection can it...
i don't noe manx..something got into me..
i took out the back cover of the phone and jus slammed it onto the floor...
talk about violent tendencies..
but after tat..i realise immediately..immediately..
tat it's so childish to vent anger on tat piece of scrap plastic..
i whacked it down..so?
something in me was jus sayin "don't do tat it's not necessary"
okies..i promise to behave this post Christmas...tune my anger management a lil..
and oh ya..my anger management hav been goin very well by God's grace..
and i realise tat it has a correlation with the amount of swearin u do..
i'm serious..swear words carry so much angst in them..probably bring ur brain to some agitated mood...
swear less...only swear when really necessary..
hhahaa tat should be my motto..

watched narnia with gay farmer and auntie yest...
i think narnia made me understand passion of the Christ better..
hahaha..cos tat day i suddenly jus whip the dvd into the player and started watching..
the effects of what Jesus did didn't register to me until i watched narnia yest..
does this mean i need a simpler description or anecdote to understand Jesus better? ahhaha

my days are numbered..and i'm not cursing myself about tat..
next sat i'm goin in....
everyday i've something on...busily happy..=)
i never expected this..i never planned for it too...
Grace.
nuff said =)))