look at wat un-studyin can do to u

post As..
alot of things hav happened...
suddenly the brain isn't used to little stimulation or activity..
it somewhat degenerates..leading to forgetfulness..carelessness..
my pri sch teacher told me a line tat has stuck with me since..
an idle mind is the devil's workshop
keep urself busy..even if u aren't busy..why let ur mind idle around and think of so many worryin stuff..
Let go and let God
i'm very sure the person whom i got this line from..will certainly have much faith in everything tat might seem to screw up in his life right now..health family frens.
yea..why spend our time worryin?
live in the moment (yea cliche)
but there's this verse in the bible...
Matt 6:25
"Therefore i tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear.Is not life more imptortant than food, and the body more important than clothes?"
6:33
"But seek first His kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."

this was one of the first few verses i read when i started flipping open my bible.
i din know where to start..and there was this section at the back tellin the reader what to read if he's undergoin various problems..

i talked to jim bout some stuff regarding my past pissed sounding entry.
he said "don't worry"
and that was enough for the moment.
he said "believe me, faith"
tat done the job.
=)

dont worry about death..for which it's such a morbid thing.
.when it's time to go..u'll go..so why worry?
i used to worry i'll die from sudden death..yea not tat term used in soccer though...
so many cases of pple runnin and dyin suddenly..there and then...
sometimes when i run really hard..i jus hav this small fear inside..
wat if my heart suddenly stop beating..
hahaha...and it always happen to seemingly fit pple..
look at the footballer who died jus like this...
btw..tat was my thinkin in the past..

now i really don't care when i'll leave or watever...
as i jus said..why worry about ur death..it'll make us no less than the aged sitting in the homes with that weary fearful look tat reveal their worry in the remainin days.
but yea..i'm not against the aged...

why worry about ur frens?
sometimes pple jus need to learn it the relationship way..
i learnt it the relationship way..
worryin about them. tryin to do something on ur own.will jus defeat the purpose of no self effort isn't it..i'm sure my bro who's readin this can understand.

talkin bout relationships..
i was very happy last night..
i don't noe why i was really high..
when i talked to sheena..she told me she's with ben..she msged me first
being frens is really more tat wat i can ask for eh...
i'm so happy cos she accepted Christ..and her life's already very different.very dynamic..
she's with ben..so what? i really feel happy for her..
though this morning when i woke up i had this thought "oh manx she's with him already ah"
betrays everything..
but but but...i jus feel happy for her..
in fact..something inside me is tellin me tat i shld jus close this chapter..
and prob jus move on..
i can jus engage in wilful chatter with her..really to tat frens level already..
jus came like the flow..
close closing closed???

slowly..those times when i placed my right hand on my heart.in fact everytime durin service when the pastor's prayin for everyone...
i'm already healed..and the healing process's movin quite well.
=)))
He's ever so faithful to me eh.

mwhahah jus typin bout this make me feel happy...
cos the initial part of my entry was kinda dim...
oh wells...

someone's comin back today!!!
ahahaha..