taipei =)

jus came back from a hol a few days ago..
it's always nice to hav tat holiday feelin...tat feelin of resting..
initially for the first two days or so...i kept on thinkin bout stuff..thinkin on the flight..thinkin on the coach...and it din help tat i fell sick on the day before i left..
newaes..yea so it was..i was actually lookin back to returnin to singapore..checkin my phne..and rushin to see a doc..
but somehow by wed..there's this revelation..to jus relax..rest and cherish this chance..in fact i was prayin for tat to happen and not to think too much..
wed and thurs onwards i was tellin myself to cherish the holiday...
cos there were only a few days left..
so i did..but it was quite dissatisfyin in the sense tat..
no one bothered to interact with one another..
it's more like each for his own group..
so sad..everyone was to blame for this..
even i was guilty..wanted to make frens with this person..
but i kept on hesitating and hesitating..
okies.there's this gal in the tour who apparently looked older than me..
but somehow we found out that she's j1..
i'm still quiteamused by the fact tat i've such a childlike face..darns..
newaes..the fact tat she's j1 explains everything..
from her teh voice to the thing she talk about to her parents..
oh wells...
my infamous *roll eyes*
yupp..few days back in singapore..acclimatizing to the humid weather..
singapore's boring.we wear the same kinda summer wear the whole year...
i see taiwanese gals wearing boots..guys wearin blazers which's the norm..
in singapore when u wear tat..it's called flashy..too formal..
tsk tsk..
see boring..
nothing can beat the style in wearin a simple shirt jeans and blazer..
will i hav tat chance to put on tat prom blazer again?i really don't noe.shld hav brought it along to taiwan anyway..
the hotels we stayed in weren't tat good..3 very good hotels..3 very lousy hotels..
cramped up and stuff..
and we were rushin through the destinations...
the tour guide wasn't tat warm anyway..
looks like he can only converse with adults..
and the thing is tat he says all his jokes in canto..
come on..canto..
i even had problems tryin to decipher the chinese language tat he was speakin all the time..
yupp..
it's dissatisfyin in tat way,,,
but i'm jus thankful for God for this opportunity to see the world in another country..their culture..though i thought the cultural destinations were super boring..
and thankful tat i can enjoy this holiday with my whole family..
the last time was in sec2 manx..
yupp..
so in short..thankful=)

actually the highlight was the shopping..
but i din buy much..cos it's so hard to find a nice pair of earrings there..
i only saw one nice pair at the end of the trip...
i only got a pair of shoes for myself..
din wan to spend so much...wait my sis kp me again..

and cold weather certainly rocks...

newaes...after getting to noe God..ijus trust tat things will go right..
i mean..goin on a tour with my family..
they're so nicky picky about things..so worried bout things..
but i jus leave everything to God..
jus laid back..
my mum didn't take the taiwan cuisine too well down her stomach..cos it's too porky..too cold..not nice...
it's only when the food resembled more like singaporean cuisine..tat she enjoyed it better..
i don't noe..i jus find her a lil weak willed...
she seems tired after these years..
even though she's only 50 i think...
as in..i really don't noe...i think my dad was spoiling her durin the trip also..
wanting to carry every stuff...
i mean..
yea weak willed..i'm afraid..
it's dangerous if any illness shld occur..
of course i'm not cursing...it's jus my observation..
yea maybe the years hav caught up with her..
newaes the weather wasn't tat very cold..
as in..u won't die from hypothermia from tat weathe.r.i was nursing a cold at tat time summmore..
i jus kept prayin for His strength..
yupp..a different God-based life...

newaes..
i jus realised tat i can't type out my inner most feelins here..
wouldn't wan to upset any "balance"
if there's even one in the first place..
i jus hope u'll be happy..and it won't be a rushed decision..as much as i don't feel something's right..i don't want you to get hurt again.