Father God's love for us

hmms..yest there was this get together for those pre Ns enlistees...
and lionel and jiahao shared about their NS experiences...
isn't it perfect love from God tat allows
1.Lionel to get company best trainee even when he didn't even hav to do anything
to do a personal best time in the obstacle course even when he jus recovered from an injury?
2.Jiahao to always get the best timings to book out..to always get the best things in his hellish NDU adventure?
3.Gerry to jus study.have peace inside by trusting the Lord and get a 20% jump in her grades to a higher class of honours?

at first when i hear it.i hav this doubt.are these stories for real?
Gerry's story is friggin real..and i hav no reason to doubt lionel's and jh's too...
u might say hey it's their own effort..they're smart fit or jus lucky...
but it's them who personally say tat they jus trust wholeheartedly in the Lord and jus let Him take over their difficulties..and true enough...the boundary lines are set in place for them..
isn't this His perfect love?

lionel and jh laid hands on the enlistees yest...
at first i was apprehensive jus like the first time...
but as they jus spoke to us by placin their hands..i jus felt something strong stirrin inside..
i thought it's dumb to let tears fall durin this kinda thing.
but hey i did feel something and tears did fall durin the annointing...
i could almost see this ethereal image inside my mind..
and the amazing thing is tat i didn't even tell myself to conjure up tat image...

newaes..i din really feel anything when i saw sheena in church yest...
or rather something inside me jus naturally told me not to feel anything.
i don't noe wat to think of it.
but i jus noe it's useless for me to hold on to tat thought when she's happy with another guy.
yepp.

i won't be a quick rebound kinda person. i don't want to be one.
i'll jus take my time and let God do his work.
=)