Fort Minor- Red to Black

I had a friend named Victor
The two of us used to hang every single day
And it seemed like overnight
That his whole life just changed
I know when his mom and dad broke up
It didn't make sense
But i know that his dad was a drunk
And he gambled away the rent
Pretty soon Vic was seeing red
Pissed off and instead
Hed drink every night until he passed out
And then hed do it all again
The whole time spelling on the outside
To cover the pain
But on the inside
All he was trying to do was get away
Trying to get away
Let the pain of yesterday
Go slipping through the cracks
Yo, Funny how things change color
Than fade to another shade
When you had it made it was all good
But now look just another day
It was so fresh
It was so clean
Never saw it gone
One, two, three
Lights out, which way to turn
Can't get a grip
All alone in a big white house
Every day gets worse
And you just curse until your head bursts
And it hurts so bad she left
You think to yourself
I shoulda thought of that one first
No family, no kids
Cant accept what you did
Now you wanna run away
But you can't
Cause the past comes back again
Slippin through the cracks
Have a little shack
Go to bed half dead
What about rent
Why does every cent gotta be a bet
Whens it gonna end
Oh my god we dont got a penny left
My moms gotta find a way
To get a job, out of debt, out of dodge
Out of breath, out of this big problem
My pops wanna get away from the pain
In a better place in his brain
But the medication he takes
Makes him wasted
So sick if hes gonna faint
The good lord would come take himI
m shaking now wake up
You son of a bitch!He's trying to get away
Let the pain of yesterday
Go slipping through the cracks
Hiding himself away
Watching all the memories fade away
From red to black
He's trying to get away
Let the pain of yesterday
Go slipping through the cracks
Hiding himself away
Watching all the memories fade away
From red to black
Slipping through the cracks
Slipping through the cracks
Slipping through the cracks

mwahahha so bored tat i'm posting lyrics on my blog..
was jus listening to this song..not very applicable but it's jus the song while i'm blogging..
yepp...
i jus realised blasting music rocks...
when it's so quiet at home...
hip hop's so in my blood..if only i was a nigga...tat'll be nice..
but never mind..chi rapsters like Jin give me some hope..
hahahha

i jus had an idea..something to do..
but i wonder if those kinda shops will be opened in these few days before i go back in..
hmms..i really hope so manx..

so weird..i don't have anything to say to sheena
today i was jus at a loss for words...
hahaha one of my quiet days.....
or maybe i really have nothing to talk to her anymore

which i think it's something good...i don't noe..a closure...
so tat i can be fair to pple ard me...
=)
shucks...
my mind's preoccupied
but at the same time i don't feel any pressure inside...
how to describe tat kinda inner peace?????
=)))
ask God.look at Christ.

i jus got stories today..hahahhaa...
new updates about the study group..
tsk tsk.....
i really don't noe how to put it in words...
but i would really jus like to pray for my Christian brother...
for the things tat are spinnin around us now..
keep afloat...
mwhahhaa i jus rem...my coy fitness specialist said something tat sounded hilarious...
"the more u struggle inside the trapped wire..the more u'll get entangled in them..jus like women"
hey hey hey!!! i'm not sounding sexist here...
i think this line can also be applied to men eh..
the more u struggle inside the trapped wire..the more u'll get entangled in them..jus like men..hahaha
i still hav many thoughts inside..
but i think i would rather talk...
no point typin in my blog....
talk talk talk.....

okies..i'm experiencing blogger's block now...