it's so amazing how U....

i'm back...i've so many random friggin thoughts in my brain to let out..
arghs..
ahhahaha...msgin's so lifeless....
talkin's not as nice to person to person talkin.....
jeez..personal preference la..
i'm back....to smell the mainland's fresh air..air tat doesn't clog my nostrils at the end of the day..
mwhahaha....
where should i start?????
okies..let's talk about my 4 days survival course in camp...
mwhahhahaa..
the 4 days wasn't easy.i went mad and started keepin a diary during tat four days..those days when i had loads of admin time...
mwhahhahah....
im goin to go through a week of survival course soon......
and i noe i'll -survive-
i'll...hopefully....no i'll....
mwhahahhaa....
i'm high now..i dont noe manx..i got so high aft i ate omelette and kang kong at 10pm last night...
okies..i shld start with food..
since i came out i ate mcspicy....and a sundae..tat night at 2am i was cravin for roti prata..but the darn shop was closing..i walked to macs and ordered a beef fantastic
next day at suntec i ate mcchicken sundae..and a coffee fraup at cafe cartel....
phew....yest i came out..i ate sirloin steak and cookie summit at swensens...and yea..omelette and kang kong at night..
this monring aft my 30min run i ate 2 full eggs..2 bowls of cornflex..and a cornetto ice cream...
1 1/2 hours later i ate half bowl of cornflex...and two small sucky tasting eclairs...
oh ya talkin about eclairs..i forgot to buy jus now..arghs...
yea..and aft was kfc without the skin..and a milkshake at gelare...
phew...all in one breath..
ahhahahaha....
don't be envious manx..
ahhahaha..
though i'm feelin guilty..tat since i train hard i should eat right to see better results..
but please....when i'm out..fast food tastes like heaven..though i don't noe wat heaven tastes smells and looks like..
hahahha..
i realised tat in the past..my controlled diet was really categorized into "no life" manx..
i would rebuke that..defending my choice..but now...the "normal civvy food life" is really those junk...
give me a sundae tmr please
=))))
i'm bored bored bored at home...
i might jus do night trainin tonite..
hahahaha...
boring shiites..
oh yea..
my run today...i wanted to run the normal route to a track near my house from my grandma's place..but somehow something in me jus told me to run the route to my pri sch at senett estate...
and so i went with my easy run pace...in the sun which i yearn for...something which i'll touch about soon...yea...
i went past this guy who had loads of facial hair..look like a primitive ape..and he was speakin gibberish..repeating it again and again...
i was freaked out manx...as in not in the scared sense but i knew straight away he lost his mind...but newaes he reminded me of the infected pple in the movie 28 days..where this virus will pass from monkeys to humans..and it's somehwat like the mad cow disease...
the infected humans will hav to be chained up cos they will turn uber violent...
yea..tat guy look like he came out straight from the movie screen...
but yea...i'm not tryin to mock at him..
it's sad la...
yepps...towards my pri sch(cedar pri which's jus next to cedar gals sec)
wahs i tell u nostalgia hit me like crazy...pri sch stuff...sec sch stuff...the bus stop where she passed me the savage garden vcd....
nuts manx..i still rem runnin from the old victoria sch to cedar..hahahah a few guys do tat...
downhill....
i don't noe manx...they say runnin is euphoric..kaes..i noe i'm goin to spark off a furious debate here...but runnin slow jus makes u think...
i passed my pri sch..it was under renovation..the old buildings were gone..totally..new ones have replaced it...
it's been 123456 years since i graduated from pri 6...phoah...
and it jus dawned on me...this article which i read in camp..sunday times...
"it's good tat old places stay the same..so tat when u go and revisit them..u'll be amazed at the many ways tat u urself hav changed"
something like tat la i para phrased it..
yepps..
my old pri sch building changed while i grew up..
cedar gals din while i grew up...
apt to describe the many events tat happened in jc too...
incoherent thoughts...
i almost got angry..but inside me i was tellin myself to keep calm..don't argue!!
hahahha...yept to digress a lil..i jus had a online convo with sheena..
i wasn'y lying i was speakin the truth..she suspected otherwise...
nahs jus a small matter tat shldn't be bothered with..
would i ever wan to friggin lie through my teeth again?
*attempts to blow air all over me*
chillllll....
let's talk about running first...
kaes..tat's basically all la..but the run was the nicest i've run since don't noe when..
in fact i wanted to go back vj today to run....
i miss the beach.....darn..i totally miss the 6k runs...the sand and the smell of the sea..
i miss school la...the lectures which i religiously skipped...the tutorials which i totally stoned in..
i'm missing them now..
the company..the study period...
19 year old alr...can't believe tat..
ahhahaha..
19 19 19....

was in town today.something so amazing happened..
i was walkin in my dreamy state..okie my normal state i shld call it..
i walk without my specs..
o pple far away i won't really go and notice them..
the closest i can and will see is when some pretty gal walk past and i jus give a glance..
mwahhahaha..spouting rubbish..
newaes..i was walkin in front of my frens...with my frens behind me..
amazingly amzingly amazingly
i din notice ben and sheena walkin past me..while my frens behind me did...
i'm still shocked when i think of this..four guys behind me noticing..while i was walkin in front and din see anything..i'm really a blind bat.
ahhahaha
yep....
imagine how i would feel if i see both of them tog?
no hard feelins inside..but i'm sure something inside me will tingle if i see both of them manx..
ahhahaha
but i din....
but i din...
but i din....
aft the incident..i was super happy...uber amazed at His love....
amazed at how such things are shielded away from me...
thank God.
=))
but come to think of it..
if i see both of them being happy tog..i'll be happy.
=)))))
tat's life.