it's time to be a man.

arghs...
hahaha..i don't noe if everyone goes through the same feeling..
apprehension..
but whatever it is..i'm goin in there trusting the Lord wholeheartedly...

something amazing happened yest night at 1am..
i was kinda thinkin about some stuff..wondering what i should do..wonderin wat will happen...
and then nl and tym went all the way to my doorstep to place a card tat says
"i stood there a long while.wondered if i should swim where i have never swam before.Then God whispered:"Trust Me"
"it's always easy to trust wat u can see.to trust God not knowing where He may lead- tat's faith, spelled courage.
You may not always see God's hands, but u can always trust God's heart"
yea the last two lines did it for me.
the right card the right message at the right time...wonderful isn't it...
then i was reachin up for a piece of paper from the printer to think of rhymes..
and suddenly the book which i bought a few days back dropped down.
titled "God's creative power"
looks like the card n the small book are goin in with me.=)

all i need is to trust eh...
"i like the idea of the flow, cos i don't really like to knead my own dough"
yepps...
it's a significant line actually..cos i really don't wan to do things through my own self effort..which's small minimal and insignificant..
leaving it to Him and trusting Him is much easier.=)

take a chill pill.take a back seat.
and be a man.

praise the Lord.