random thoughts~

random thoughts..
hahaha.when it gets busier..and when i get more tired at night..don't think i'll hav so much time to stone anymore....

anyways...why am i back at my comp typin another entry?
i don't noe..
with all the uncertainties..As results..studies..army...
i think tat it's a very nice thing to see the person u like to grow up through the different seasons.
aft As...work...study...job...
tat's the life for a gal...
aft As..army study work job..
*ruffles my bald head*
i like the feelin of my head..but tat's another matter...
newaes...
i reallie don't mind if it's a one-sided thing..
cos when u go in there with no expectations.it reallie makes ur heart beat much more easier..
=)

and then!there's another matter...
sheena...if if if if if (i've to repeat it 5x to show tat i really don't wan this to happen) their rs jus so happens not to work out...
wat will i do?
i can tell u..the feelins for an old flame can jus come back in a flash.
i reallie don't noe why she chose him...
but i reallie reallie wan to move on with my life alr...
and it's definitely not fair to feel for someone else when inside u aren't ready.
right now.i jus wan to put out those flames.
in fact i din even bring any pictures in my wallet to camp.
yes i'm afraid of losin them.
but i also don't wan to take them out and reminisce.

and my mind's pretty occupied alr...