wed's looming..

results out at 2pm this wed...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......
i guess it's jus natural to feel a mix of emotions..apprehension but at the same time a slight feelin of helplessness...
but isn't it jus great to jus leave it in God's hands??

jus attended my -pretty- cousin's church wedding this morning...
yea..she resembles angelina jolie manx..no kidding..
but sighs..she's taken and too old..hahaha..
it's actually my first wedding tat i attended in my whole life actually...
perhaps it's something significant..first wedding i attended at 19 years of age..
i skipped my another cousin's wedding in j1 cos of a reason...bball training..
yea i still can't believe it..i skipped the wedding because of training...
now i finally realise how much of my life i've given to bball training..
but then again..bball is my life....
jus happened to blog hopped and i read mr chew's blog to jus find out how he's doing...
jus so happened to read about the reason behind his passion for volleyball..
ties in with the passion thingy altogether...

two more weeks left to passin out of bmt..before i'm posted to God knows where...
watever it is..i noe tat God will not let me do the things tat i don't want to...
yepp...
this9 weeks hav been a very quick one...still rem the inital 2-3 weeks..everyone was wonderin when bmt was goin to end..and there u hav it..two more weeks and i'll be marchin out of the parade square..from a rec to a private...
still at the lowest rungs of the rank ladder...
and i guess passing out of bmt is jus the beginning of my army life...
i;ve finally understood why my commanders kept on sayin tat bmt will always be a memorable one...
cos bmt is BMT...
it's the same common experience tat everyone goes through..
after bmt..some get downgraded..some go OCS..some be specialists..
bmt is jus like a single road leading to a junction whereby pple start goin off with their own ways..
hopefully i would be able to keep in touch with my section mates...
my very first human interaction in army..
come to think of it..i'm thankful to God tat he placed me in a section whereby i don't really noe anyone right from the start..no sch mates..so study group frens.no pri sch frens...
12 pple..one went out of course...11 left..
excluding me...i tink i've gained 10 different colours in my life in these 9 weeks...
colours in terms of character and interaction.=)

blogger's block.
yet again.