snippets...

first thing..the weather sucks totally...
i could wear a sleeveless and still feel hot while walkin outside..
wth..looks like i'm goin sleeveless for the rest of the "holiday"..
jus did some shppin with jim n weizhong aft church..
jus realised how shiok retail therapy is..especially aft u've gotten something u've been lookin for weeks..
hahaha..and weizhong told me he was kinda shocked at jim's jubilation in finding the jacket tat he fancied at a dkny sale..
now i noe how gals feel when they shop tog and buy loads of stuff tog..
jus a good feelin eh..

newaes..jus when i needed to listen to His wisdom..His word came jus at a right time durin service today..
"Seek first His kingdom and righteousness.and all things will be added on"
jus at this crucial period where i hav to decide which course to study..which path to take..
alot of considerations to take..
any job prospects? any future in studyin this?
wat's the salary drawn in these jobs??
i hate to think of jobs..income earned watever shit when i'm considerin the things i wan to study..cos heck..i don't think sports hav much of a future in singapore..so naturally the job market will be narrow and limited...
i'm jus focusin on the enjoyment i get from studyin wat i want..against the "enjoyment" i will get from studyin a more practical course of study.
despite sayin tat..i think i'll jus put my exercise science on hold first...
on hold..not abandonin it...
tat day while in camp..i was browsin through the scholarship book..
there's this DSTA scholarship..and a "exercise science and kineisology" course was mentioned...
it got me excited for awhile..but io realised i definitely can't qualify for a DSTA..
it got me thinkin for days..
how to get that degree overseas..
whether i shld go the NIE pe teacher route...
or jus go straight overseas for the degree...
i kept thinkin..
until a local education of economics or acc or business accounting came into the picture while i was chatting with my classmate jeremy..
i told him one of my dreams i have in mind..
study econs or busi management..
see where i go..and maybe find an opportunity to study an overseas sports science degree myself..and set up a sports counsultancy firm..
yea..tat's my dream...
so if it comes true a decade or two later..u read it here first/
hahahha...
when these words came out of my mouth...i jus felt some peace in it..
i can't describe it..maybe it's the whole "ambition" idea tat got me fired up..
but on sat while at the open houses..
in my head..it's either econs econs or econs...and i suddenly felt peace in my mind while thinkin bout whether i should study econs or busi management..
hmms...
i jus noe it's defintely more peaceful..more settled down feelin i hav compared to the "plunge into an overseas education thingy"
i don't noe manx..will continue to pray bout it..
jus like wat i tell others.choose the one tat makes u feel most peaceful..
it's time i do tat to myself..

anyways...i lost the desire to hit the weights..
i don't noe manx..
since enlisting..i've been focusin more on functional training..combat fitness..
so much so tat i find much delight in doin 5bx now than pumpin my chest in the gym..shrugs..
since i popped..i've swam once.ran once.and 5bx once...
i miss the water feelin..in fact..durin my hot bmt..i actually told myself i'm so goin to swim once i get out..cos i've been runnin and running.i need a break..a xtraining break from runnnin..
so swimmin came into my mind..so much so tat i'm goin to hit the pool again tmr morning..
and the nice tan is jus a by product eh.