HUMILITY please.

after reading renfu's blog...
realised that his problem is also mine for the initial few weeks...
for the three weeks..i was kinda spiritually dry....i'm sure jimmy's on the opposite cos his wing has fellowship..so nice manx...
while for the first three weeks..i was exposed to so much "i'm goin to do it on my own" stuff from pple ard me.....
made me down for awhile..till i attended service for the first time since three weeks last week...
the overflow was so strong...i cldn't help but to let my tear ducts flow too....
i mean..three whole long freakin weeks without that church atmosphere in camp...
when i went ncc last week..i was overwhelmed to say the least...doesn't help when i'm standin jus next to sheena...
i guess it's God's will that smu had to call me durin worship..so that i can stand to the side and return the call...let me calm myself down first...
otherwise...i think tears would have filled buckets...

yes...i think i can understand why renfu din really do his qt for the initial few weeks..
i don't noe..as i've said..ocs is like an environment for "self effort"..spiritual intelligently speaking..the loser tries to pull u further away from God..
but Amen He drew near to me since i attended service...
the foreign speaker was saying..write out any line in Paul the Apostle's books that has the words "in Christ" "In Him" and "In whom"
meditate on that...
true enough...i did a lil qt on tat..and it helped tremendously in everything anything..
so yea..renfu hope u're reading this..lol..
u needn't do more qt to make u more Godly
u needn't pray for hours to make you more Godly
Godly as pastor prince preached..isn't by what u do..is by what Christ is in you...
so jus flow with the Spirit.. and u'll noe when to throw in prayers..when to flip open the bible and jus start doin qt..
instead of reminding urself to do this and that...then it'll start becoming works and tends towards "self effort".

yep...hence i'll pray for renfu and for myself..to keep the oil flowing in us..to always be spiritually filled with His wholeness.Amen.=)

anyways..yesterday i was quite pissed off by my friend..
he msged me tellin me about his improvements in 2.4km
then he said his sect instruct goin to sabo him to cwc..tat's okie with me..
then he said this line "i know my pc believes in me"
throughout this..i was so close to pressing that shortcut on my keyboard that leads to the rolling eyes emoticon..
then he said he can't get best pt alr..aiming for best knowledge..
i'm like,
"okie..it's good to be ambitious..it's good to aim for SOH or SOM..or whatever goals u place for urself..but it's goin to tend towards self effort again..for those without God.."
what i'm sayin is...
i mus aim for this i must aim for that..i mus do this i mus do that...
sighs....relying on man's works..which's so small and insignificant..

having said that.imyself have to remind myself constantly..rely more on Him..when i run..i tend to think "okie i must conc on the pace..okie..i mus do this"
but when i leave it to Him..i can run much faster and achieve even better times that i don't even expect myself of achieving..

yes.HUMILITY please.
that's my bottomline for this entry.