to add on..

yea the devil tried to attack me with loneliness too...
every night as long as there is admin time..my bud will be on the phone with his gf...
i look at guys and their gals...
and i remember something that was preached jus recently..
when you look at others and what you don't have..you realise u are poor...
but when u noe that as long as u have Jesus Christ, u have everything..
i believe in this...cos every night..i will be doin my own admin..washin my own clothes...callin my parents..praying..and i think that's enough for me...emotionally satisfying
but yea..before i type down a strong 'bachelor' sentence, i think i should stop here...
close friends i seek, a partner i seek not.
i'm still so young.