run ball run ball?

hmms...went back to sch..ran a 8k..then played ball..played like kns...totally off with my watsoever skills i had in the past..
seriously speaking..i've no motivation to ball now..don't noe why..my passion died...i noe it can come back..but somehow..it jus ain't coming back now..
i'm jus concentrating on running now..
really wan to get into the AHM..army half marathon team...
i've never been in a xcountry team before..
so maybe this season's for me to concentrate on running..
basketball seems like a distant thing now...really really distant...
u ask me to lace up my running shoes..i'm good to go..u ask me to lace up my court shoes...i'm only halfway there...
haiyoooooooooo....
i jus hope my passion in balling is jus lying dormant...for now...

anyways...
met up with my frens yest..
uni talk..money talk...car talk...studies talk....
in the past i would use to plan for the future...trying to envision myself driving my car and watnot...studyin in uni.....

but...now...i realise it's of no use..
no use thinkin bout such stuff..
there's really a season for everything..
now i'm jus living my officer-to-be life...
so much so that everytime i go for my tri weekly 12 bucks haircut...
i always end up lookin like a US marine Corps...
and i always look at those long haired guys on the streets..and i sigh or curse under my breath..depending on my mood...
but seriously speaking..i jus can't wait for the time when i can really jus leave long hair...
not that long...but slightly shorter than shoulder length...
i really jus can't wait..
meanwhile..i'll jus live with my US marine corps hairdo...
and it helps that my hairdo gets me in the mood for the officer-to-be life....

as they always say..
leave ur civilian life at the guardroom when u book in...and think and act like a commander straight away...
gone are the distractions..the loneliness...the missing that someone and whatnot..

btw..i really hope the sch team this year can exceed what my batch has done..
that is to get into the finals....
i'll really be overwhelmed with joy...
after all...every batch should try to do better than the prev one..otherwise there won't be any progress...
let's jus see the results on monday..