dusty rusty or whatever nonsense

okies...i'm sounding incoherent in my title..
but if u've realised...yes u readers( i wonder if there are still readers for my blog..if u're still reading my entries..please tell me who u are eh)
anyways the reason why i don't blog that often anymore..it's because of the reflection entries that i have to do and hand in to my wing comm...
to date i've done two reflection entries...yep..all my ST term stuff is in those entries...so i find no point in writing them again in my blog...
another thing is that i sorta started this small little black book where i write all my thoughts there and then..so yep whichever matter that's worth mentioning there and then..i write it in that book..it's very personal actually..cos it's just my own thoughts..what i feel..
very different from the blog..
anyways..
for the past few days i've been feelin kinda stressed inside..
not really sure..maybe cos there's going to be changes around..
yepp..
so much so that i've lost my appetite..
i don't noe...
the only thing that entices me to eat..it's actually jus milk and cereal..
the rest of the civilian food..i always eat and feel kinda weird inside..
*shrugs*
maybe i've been too used to safti food day in day out..

oh wells...would be leavin for brunei come monday..
life's too fast for u to catch it...
but i thank God for my precious moments of rest...active rest whereby i meet up with friends..catch up a lil. spend time with my parents..spend time with God..my church friends..

but yea...
i thank God that i'm over sheena..
no point thinkin about someone who's alr happy..who's alr a different person..as i am too..
so yep..
right now..i'm just having postiive expectations of things to come..