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beep by pussycat dolls...
the music at MOS on fri night was good..much better than the last time i went to MOS..
the music makes a difference..
i went with my army friends..including an army regular who's a girl..she's kinda weird..all it takes is ard 10min of chat time with her..i can alr feel that the frequency is not that right..
she said,"i don't really like dressing up.i would rather be in long fall"
btw if u're wondering..long fall is the army uniform in its long sleeve form..
yea....
anyways...as usual..clubbin is always so full of temptations..
i met my pri school friend...who happens to be one of the fhm gal next door contestants..
okie this's wat happened..
i danced with her..and my friend danced with her..
my friend's attached..and she's attached as well..we all know her boyfriend as well..
but they kinda locked lips for a brief moment..
they say wat happens at a club stays in it..
when i saw what happened..
i didd not know how to react in my brains...
to each his own as they say..
to seek God's wisdom is much more important than anything else...

anyways...the best thing someone can give to another one is a genuine hug..
a hug of lust excites..
but a hug filled with sincere love is much more satisfying..

this week's so filled with God's favour that i'm so thankful..
last sunday when i was reporting to camp for my confinement..i told God i will never get any more punishments for the rest of my NS life..
and on monday itself..i was slapped with 5 extras for a matter that i thought doesn't warrant such a great punishment...
by God's grace this punishment was actually uplifted because my platoon commander helped to intercede for me...
and i actually have to serve 5 weeks only..
God always gives in exceeding amount eh..
seriously on monday i was at a lost..i had that same old feeling..why God? why is this so..
i stuck in there and believe what i've prayed on sunday..and true enough His faithfulness never fails me..
just went for my army half marathon today...
instead of running 10km which i was supposed to..i ran 6km instead cos i didn't see any signboard that directed the runners to the 6k or 10k route..neither did i hear the marshals say anything..
in the end i jus ran a hard 6k...
when i finsihed the run..i felt weird..cos i know that 10k's obviously much longer and tiring on my legs..
i felt cheated again when i found out that there was a diversion..
how i could i have missed it????
i jsut noe i was at the front together with the 6k corporate team runners...
i've heard that some corporate team runners ran 10k instead of 6k...
marshals' fault i should say..just like my timor barat run where i ran more than 15km because of the stupid marshals..
i really hate running the wrong route...
it just sucks..
so for the standard chartered half marathon which i've signed up for..half marathon..i'm going to study...and memorise the damn 21km route..
i'm just sick and tired of running the wrong route..
so much so that i want to repay that 4km by running on my own later..
was pondering it on the mrt..
when i told myself..just leave it to God..
as much as i can feel bitter over the fact that i couldn't run for infantry ahm..neither can i take part as i'm a first year cadet in engineers..
i realise all i can do is just leave it to Him..
i really do want to run...
i really do want to train to run races..
the opportunities haven't arrived yet..
and i'll continue to trust in Him for these opportunities...
whatever my lungs or heart has to run..it's from above...
wherever my two legs can bring me..it's also from above..
i should be and i am thankful for that...

hence...when the opportunity comes..i'll grab it...
i'll just be patient and wait for it...
it's just that hunger..

team sports is obviously different from individual..
during running..it's u yourself your two legs your heart your lungs your mind your faith and the person in front of u that u want to catch up with and overtake..

while reading an article in urban..
there was this young couple featured..probably ard sec3 or sec4 if i rem correctly..
this article's about the extreme difference in style between the couple..
apparently this young boy's much more engrossed in fashion than his girlfriend..so much so that at times the girlfriend feels like a guy instead...
when i look at both of them in the pictures..
i had this mixed feeling of slight disgust and mockery..
don't ask me why..
maybe u should go read thur's urban and tell me how u feel when u read that article..