He makes me lie down in green pastures

blog hopping's kinda fun..
gives u a voyeurish feeling..peeking into their lives through their blog entries...
there's just this unexplained fascination..or rather interest in how others are leading their lives...and somewhat makes u look at your own life and reflect..
but anyways..so much for my intro..
i think i've said this before but i'm goin to say it again..
looking at my non army friends starting school..makes me yearn for it too..
however i noe that when i get back to school..the competitive environment will probably stifle everything..
perhaps it's just the yearning for a different feeling..
instead of the routine 530am wake up time..u think about the freedom that u'll get once u get back the pink ic..
today after my dinner with my mum and aunt..in which i thank God for the time, i just decided to walk around town on my own..okie not that it's unusual but i've not been doing that for a loong time...i just walked..and lifted my chin up..and walked..and in my head there was this thing circling,"so this is how it is to walk freely..without any rules..or watsoever..u can choose to walk to wisma..then to far east..then back to borders.."
okie...before i start to get incoherent..
army's life a disciplined one..one where u walk anywhere and u've to be conscious of everyone around you..in case there's a higher ranking officer near u..u've to greet/salute him
everywhere u walk..u've to dig your boots..not so extreme..but u can't drag your boots..

not that i'm complaining about my disciplined life..in many ways i think it's beneficial..
it's just that for the 5 days i spent in camp..the 2 days out actually show me the obvious differences in the life in and out of camp...

putting this aside..i would want to comment on my dinner with my aunt and mum today..
i felt like a pampered child today when i was standing outside a thai restaurant contemplating whether we should dine at that place...
tat's not a good feeling..
i don't wanna seem like i'm pampered..
but yea.jus a self conscious feeling..oh wells..

while i was commuting on the train back home..i was observing this trio..probably university kids...a gal and two guys..
these two guys were speaking in an accent that sounds faked up..or rather phoney..
this trio were joking alot on the train..kinda funny eavesdropping..
but yea..they look like they are in mass comm or smth...
only the gal had a genuine singaporean accent that made her sound the youngest and probably the freshman compared to the other two..
observations.....