ramblings..

hmms...
feels a lil disconnected from gals my age..
ahhaha..so different now..
uni lives and army lives..
however...i believe there are still many things that guys and gals our age can talk about eh..
met up with my classmates yesterday night..haven't seen them for ages..
they look essentially the same..hahaha
oh wells..
while u hear about how others are doing in uni..u would like to experience it too..but there's still a year to go before starting tertiary education again..
and leading a civilian life again..

maybe i shldn't look towards the future..
just live it day by day..
His grace is more than enough to get me through..

rejoice in this season...

anyways was reading this article in my church publication..
about marriages..
we should not place expectations on our partners..
ultimately man isn't perfect..but God is..
so look towards Him for everything..
the purpose of relationships in God's words..is actually to point both the male and female towards Him..
for example when the female forgives the male for doing something wrong.the male filled with wisdom would be reminded of God's love as well..
God provides us with everything..
at the same time He also places a need in us to have companionship...
that's why friendships are from God as well..
friendships are enough at this moment..
it's more nourishing to the soul than having a partner at this age..
since God and friendships can provide us with companionship..why do we need a partner?
boggles me actually...
i don't mind if i stay single in future..
u can be in a crowd but feel lonely..likewise u can be alone but don't feel lonely
wat's wrong with being single?nothing wrong ma..i can even live my bachelor's dream..havin my own studio apartment..
hahaha..okie i'm digressing..
but yea..right now..or maybe even later..i don't see any need for a partner..
i've God..tat's enough..

anna my care group leader asked if i see myself serving the church in future..
i told her yes..
and right now..i'm just patiently growing in my walk with Jesus..
when it's time..it will be....i'm still growing..