all i need is You

only 2 bookouts but it seemed like it was a long time ago since i last sat down to listen to coach andy sharing...
yes..my friends ard me have been sayin 'you're a potential sword'
stuff like that...
the thing is i haven't heard it from my instructors...
and more importantly..i want to listen to God..
the upcoming trip to thailand..it's the final burst..
the final lap..the deciding lap..the defining moment..
cos the trip will be the last time the assessments are being done..
we return to singapore..1 week and the course will end..
to be the best which God has placed me at..

this coming fri..the day when i'll be leaving for thailand..
i've a 7km formation run at macritchie..
it's an important run cos it's where the good runners are being selected to run for safsa..or for their formations...
it's something that appeals to me..
something tat was forgone when i went to combat e and had to leave the marathon team back in infantry..
i knew it was temporary..cos what He has given to me as a gift..it will prosper even more when the time is right for His glory to shine through..
so yep..lookin forward to this fri...

sunday's service was great..something that stuck in my head as a revelation was
'arise, and the let the glory of God shine upon you'
so amazing as i wake up everyday confessing this..

anyways..hari raya was spent running in the mornin, having lunch with my mum n aunt at thai express..shopping and finally resting.
sounds good eh..
it was crowded today..and i was observin people..
again the beauty and the beast syndrome struck me..as i saw couples walk past.
maybe my standards of beauty has dropped..or maybe it's just plain beastly..


as i woke up from my nap just now..
darkness enveloped the room as evening came..
just felt a lil sian..
yes..this sian word hasn't surfaced for a long long time since i've accepted Christ..
but yes just tat lil bit..
i quickly confessed..
and just sang songs over and over again...
i'm loved..by Jesus.
and it's gonna be alright.
=)