and i thought they were guys

i went for a dip in the pool..
i figured that i just had 9-5=4 hours of sleep and my internal clock just screamed at me to wake up..
feeling sluggish..or lazy...i really din wanna drag myself for the dip..
but alas i went..
discipline..is doin something which u should do but u don't feel like doing because of laziness..
so i went for a snail pace 20laps..
feels good to be in the water for a change..
other than pounding my legs and my knees for that punishing run...
after that i went over to the singapore basketball association jus beside the pool..
and there was a match going on..
i thought it was a match between two male teams..
till i looked at the bench and was wondering why there were gals on the bench..
mixed team? cannot be wat..since when has basketball become a mixed team sport..
it then hit me that those guyish lookin players on the court were actually female..
yea..they weren't big..but all look boyish with their golden monkey coloured hair...
phoah..
i was quite amused by my findings..
anyways..saw the vj juniors playing there..singapore team..
good for them that they have these opportunities for the exposure to play for the national team.
basketball to me seems like a faraway thing..
but the team dynamics involved in a 5man team is much more appealing that the individualistic approach one takes in runnning..
in running..it's jus u..ur breathing..ur legs..ur mind..my God..and u discover urself by simply taking one step ahead of another even when ur body wails at you to take a walk..
it's a discipline..
mwhahhaa..
not like i'm talkin like a discipline master..

whereas a team sport..u celebrate together..u win together u lose together u train together..
everything is 'together'..u feel for ur teammate whenever he scores an important basket...

oh wells..i'm still on the discovery side..

anyways..comms ball's definitely much more interesting than the social night i had in service term..
hahaha...
it feels good to just let loose and talk cock like crazy..
few people can make me do that...
so yep shrink..she's one of the rare species left behind alr..mwhahaha...

anyways..maybe there was a plan for me not to go for ntu business school's party last tues..
my friends were goin and i thought i was going..
until i had to stay in camp..
turns out some people were there
not like i have anything against her already...
seriously if u ask me now if there's a possibility of being friends..
there is
yes..all but one year..
all but a new creation...
but yea..maybe a 'how do u do' will suffice...
there's no point in getting affected by what's happening in the external surroundings..
the world and what they do..
emotions go up and they go down..
but peace and joy stays constant..it's an inward peace that we feel..an inward joy that we know..
no matter what the world throws at us...
we are God's beloved..
His love's the same yesterday, today and forever more.
with such a constant love that is eternal..
how not to feel the joy?