be patient

hmms..
the course at tekong..i should say that it has given me lots of time on my hands to daydream..
to think about how exciting my future will be...
after i ord..
travelling on my own..the thought of going to a mission trip..learning to drive..
learning to bike..i seriously don't know how many of these plans will come to pass..
but after thinking so much..
i've realised
matthew 6:33 "seek first His kingdom and righteousness, all these things will be added on to you.therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry for itself."

so many plans in which i've positive expectations of..
but i know..
live it day by day first..really..

i think this year..is really pointing me towards this verse..
there are so many plans..
but hey..slow down and just enjoy each day in His grace..
each day..each day..each day..
grace is more than enough for each day..
hallelujah

anyways..about biking..hmms..
it's like..a car is for u to drive around for most of the time..
but a bike is used for a real spin at night..
gets me kinda excited..

be patient!
what you do not have yet, you wait for it patiently.

sometimes ur mind is too preoccupied with your own finish line..u forget what you really asked God for in the first place..

i'm on a book on feminism now...
it's to keep me company on my long rides home..
and i won't want it to distract me from the course material i've to study..
which's coming up soon..

it's by Your grace..
that things will happen according to Your will..
be a sheep..
follow the shepherd and let Him lead me..
psalm 23 "the Lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want"

running later at 10pm..

anyways..A level results will be out this friday..
i'm really excited..really..for those in the cg..or even for those whom i don't know..
cos i know..A levels..will bring with it many stories of grace..amazing stories of grace..
even if the results do not turn out as what u expect, just remember that whatever is given to us, it's from above. so what have we to complain?

alrights.i'm kicking away my bad habit of singlish in my entries.i'm trying to improve on my english and it starts right here-blogging
i haven't really looked through my whole entry yet but if you noticed, i'm trying to spell the word fully instead of abbrievations and whatnot.

a simple game of captain's ball today got me reminiscing about my basketball days.
the smell of the court, the screeching of kicks on the court, the whistle blowing, the fans cheering, the adrenaline pumping, the training for the game, i could almost smell it there and then.the competitive atmosphere.the warm up, the visualization, the pep talks, the team talks,
where once the whistle blows and the game kicks off.you click on your game and you just go.

so much for basketball
i pang-sehed my khakis on sunday for a basketball game
i woke up late and was lazy to go down.

no drive.
just run for now.
an individual journey.