it's so no cool

smoking's not cool.
u go to clubs and you see it all around, you smell it all around and the smoke just stains whatever you're wearing.
in the army, a safe 80% of personnel lights up their cigar and puffs their lives away
okie this isn't a stop smoking campaign i'm trying to raise here
many a times, the temptation to just try one seems overwhelming
thank God for friends, friends who are smokers who stop the shit out of me from doing so
first you try one, then you think it's okie to take another
and in a club environment, under the influence of alcohol, a cigar after another just seems so natural

friends around me.
i've seen the things they put in their mouth.
and let not judge another's food as unclean as they are all from the Lord
in the natural, the junk and stuff like that put into the body, it's hard to take them out.
i'm a fine example of that.
and i seriously don't want my temple of God to look unsightly, as much as i don't really place much emphasis on it, as i've sorta given up that coveted washboard years ago, as security in Christ goes way further than the things of the world.
i've said this so many times before
God does not look at outward appearance but looks at the heart
likewise many pretty women do not look at the outward appearance but look at the heart of the men they are with
just walk down orchard road nowadays and you'll know why
anyways it's been tested, good looking couples seldom stay long together because they're more lightly to cheat on their partners
for this evidence which isn't really absolute, i would want to believe myself as not so good looking. which is only for this evidence alone.alone.
but that being said, these are things of the world.

a man of God who has His favour on him, would grow in all areas. yes all areas. i'm not really sure if all areas refer to -that- area as well but yea just look at Joseph in the bible. He was sought after.
a woman of God who has His favour on her would grow in all areas, her youth being renewed even as her natural age increases.
when the time is right and God ordains their instituition, a good looking couple do get together with God in their relationship.
so don't limit God, as what i see on the streets, haha not by sight but by faith.

i feel like i'm rambling a whole load of bull****

anyways
i always tend to have plans of great grandeur
yes of course kaching moolah is involved
but it will be really nice if that plan can come to pass
however
i just read proverbs today
this particular verse. chapter 16 i think.

"in his heart a man plans his course
but it's the Lord who determines his steps"

"commit to the Lord in whatever you do
and all your plans will succeed"

i hate losing in basketball
call it the competitive spirit or what
but i hate losing
and i hate playing basketball when the switch for the relevant skills isn't switched on yet
i just need to switch it on
but first up
let me just train up my fundamentals first
Let God restore this gift that He has given to me.
In His time