look beyond

it's still yet again
another day of the weekend
quiet.slow.tranquil
the only thing bothering me now is that i can't eat the food that i can normally eat
and it sucks
am i being put through a bodybuilder's diet?
imagine steamed chicken breast with brocolli as a staple with little salt and seasoning
yucks
while i sit at the mess looking at my peers tucking into their packet of beehoon, EGG and whatnot
it's almost like God's telling me "hey child look, didn't you wish to clean up your diet long ago? this is a good opportunity to get you in the habit of eating clean"
and yesterday i thought i would just go vegetarian for awhile
since my diet is already so clean
might as well try vegetarian for a week
tofu tofu tofu
but i'll only try vegetarian for a week when my stomach grows stronger
veg food can be quite oily at times when it's not home cooked

arghs i'm already missing some food.
seriously anything now will just make me salivate
and i'm referring to food

yes dude
have your well deserved break
no one will champion you for being a workaholic
and everyone will talk about you for being a slacker
but in between is when you do what you are supposed to do
and knowing when to take your own breaks here and there
that's wise

and yes i don't care
i shall go for campus service later