why ah

i had dinner with my relatives..
my mum's side..
it's like a reunion dinner..
saw my cousins around..
when i reached early..i took a walk around..
there was a canal nearby and the rain has jus stopped..either that or there was a slight drizzle..
it was in the evening and the place had a slight mist what wafted through the air..
just when i wanted to walk the canal, my sis called to say that they have reached..
and i didn't walk in the end..
is this what you call "go to a place to emo?"

A level results were out..
it's all their individual journey with God..
you can say till the cows come home
at the end of the day, we choose to listen and take heed of what others tell us.
so everyone has a choice..
i don't know.during care group today
i was just thankful for all these j3 j2 people..
thankful that alvin shared about his condition.
i'm not sure if many knew beforehand.but he was one of the student leaders together with me.
i wasn't close to him in sec sch..
not that i am now.
but i'm glad he's come into care group and campus
these j2 j3 people just remind me how thankful i am for what i have.
during ambs meeting today, lynne said "don't devalue what God has given to you"
this line somehow stuck in my head.it's still in my head.
i don't know.
i just want to be around with these people.
just the presence will do.
just spending some time will do.
because for the following months i know i'll be busy.
and 5 more months, many of these people are moving up into their uni care groups.

i told them "i'm very excited because A level results always bring with it many amazing stories of grace"
it might not be visible now..
but you will come to realise that getting the results is just the beginning of His journey of grace for you. especially in your education route.
so i'll still stick to my line "A level results bring with it many stories of grace, it's just a matter of His time"
just believe.

i wonder. why do people want to put up an aloof exterior?
i don't like feeling distant.
but then again you can't be into everyone's life.
care group thoughts.

"Love wins. Love always wins" Mitch Albom in Tuesdays with Morrie