praise the Lord.

attended the leader's meeting on monday.
i came out of it more refreshed.more built up in the spirit.
cos for the whole of monday i've been thinking of the confinement this sat and feeling kinda sick about it.
plus this's sat will be a new beginning for the youth ministry in new creation
and i would want to be part of it
the thing is.i've to be in camp

on sunday i msged anna whether the meeting on monday was about sat's 'campus'
she said she wasn't sure but it's good if i go for it
in my mind at that time.i want to go for it but i wasn't sure what time my course will end on mon itself
praise God it ended early and i could even have time to take public transport down to suntec.

truthfully speaking
sometimes i ask myself?
why do i put through the long journey down from the west to central singapore to attend meetings and stuff?
my flesh says it's tiresome..it's literally a pain in the ass to sit through all those stations.
boon lay.lakeside.chinese gardens.jurong east.blah blah
soon enough i can read to you the whole green line without me even putting any effort in memorizing
yea.mentally draining to travel
but somehow i just tell myself
whatever time i sow in these, whether it's for ambs or cg
whether or not i think it's troublesome
i know God is going to make it a 100 fold harvest for me
so yes whatever time i have, or whatever i can plan to attend such things
i will cos i know whatever time i sow into these things. i know God will take care of the rest
be there.
be there.
be there.

and pastor chin talked about serving during the leader's meeting and God really spoke to me through him
yes it's indeed the flesh that thinks it's tiring and stuff..
and discipline is needed to serve as well.
and it really relates to what i was experiencing
but serve knowing that you have the overflow in you
i know God has many helpers
but it's whether you feel the joy in being so willing to let Him use you as His helper

sow
sow
sow
Word, time,
and God will reap it for me
Amen.