"above all else, guard your heart"

when you guard your heart against that illness in you, that illness will not last for long
Hallelujah
Praise the Lord

my shoulder did a fast one on me earlier on this week as i was doing pull-ups
it popped and i had to come down immediately
i crouched down and remarked,"no Lord this can't be, not now Lord not now"
i crouched down for about 3 minutes for my arm to recover, and i stood up.
i saw that my right shoulder was in an awkward position
"Shit is this going to be a dislocated shoulder?"
i just called onto His name profusely
in a momemt, my shoulder popped and went back to its natural position
i heaved a sigh of relief
but there was pain everywhere
the same pain that i had the first time i injured my shoulder
same injury same pain
same time i would take to recover?
i slowly walked back to the mess
a little crushed in my spirit
but i knew that hey it's just one of those attacks by the devil
how not to attack you when you are boldly proclaiming the Lord's death everyday in the morning?
i'm healed i'm healed i am the healed of the Lord

it took me awhile to get those negative thoughts out of my head
verses of "You make my bones strong and i shall be like a watered garden" just went through my head and isaiah 54 i think
the next day i was feeling down, going about in my office doing work
and i wrote down verses on strength
that night i just meditated on this verse

"the punishment that brought me peace,
was upon Him, and by His stripes I AM HEALED"

what peace? shalom means physical well-being, emotional well-being, spritual well-being
everything
as i massaged my shoulder, i could feel my pain on His shoulders
i could feel my pain on His shoulders
and best of all despite my pain on His shoulders
He shouldered the cross all the way to calvary

on sat, which's the next day, i felt much better in my shoulder
more mobility, less pain
of course i can choose to believe in the glucosamine pills i took oin fri night
but that isn't the real power food
it is the holy communion

best of all, the cg prayed for my shoulder on sat
and sunday the pain was totally gone
"the prayer of the righteous is effective"
i went to ecp for a run and decided to test my shoulder by doing pull ups just outside vjc
up i went, that's one rep
up i went, that's another rep
no sound, no pop, stil feeling okie till i did 10 and stopped
praise the Lord
that's when self doubt came in "sure or not Lord, so fast heal my shoulder? i took a few months for my shoulder to be okie, after a few times to the sinseh"
then immediately He told me "don't doubt my healing, never doubt the Lord's healing in me"

phoah i tell you
it was like a booster through my heart when the line came into my mind and burned my heart.

then i wondered, "whose voice is that talking? my own voice through my own knowledge or He is really speaking to my heart?"

but immediately to cease all rational thought and thank my God for this revelation

never doubt His healing for me
never doubt Him for anything
never doubt His promises for me

i blog myself happy!