whose hand?

whose hand is bigger?
my small puny hands or my God's?
hold everything with a loose hand.
after these tumbles and stumbles, i'm not going to do anything with my own effort.
anything that is in my life right now, it is from above.

"if she means so much to you, give her up to the Lord. He will take care of things for you."

I want to trust in His Word.

that for awhile, i realise the person whom i am after is not Jesus.
and now it all comes so clearly to me.
seek Jesus first.