my Jesus and my bible

i got a new bible and i like the smell of it!
i have always wanted a NKJV but i didn't get down to buying it, thinking that maybe Father will drop one to me as a gift from someone.
till i think that the time waiting is enough. I really want to get it and indeed i did,
and there can be no better time than to get it on the 8th Sept 2007
notice the number 8
i did not even plan for it but i just felt a strong urging to get a new bible.
and as i checked the date on my watch and what Father has spoken to me before Arrow service,
it's really a new beginning
a journey of a more intimate walk with Jesus and my Father.

praise God.
I feel like a new creation all over again.
and our Father really answers.
yesterday i just asked Him to show me the verse Anna was talking about in Isaiah
But that book has so many chapters.
how to possibly find the verse?
and today during service God just dropped the verse to me in Psalm 104
even though it's not in Isaiah,
but i still got the verse today about the heart
Ps 104:15 And wine that makes glad the heart of man,
Oil to make his face shine
and bread which strengthens man's heart

And while i was bathing just now, He brought to my remembrance Ps 73:26
My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever

and i'm not talking about emotional strength this time..
i'm talking about physical strength of the heart.
recently there have been so many attacks in the world on sudden cardiac arrests
sudden deaths where people just drop dead
fit people
athletes

but i'm covered by His blood
and not only the broken bread is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
God
God
who else can give more strength than God above?

so i can just run without any fear
to continue to train as the Spirit leads.
and even when i run, it's not my strength.

one thing i have asked my Father constantly

"strip away all of my own strength, and let Your strength come in and be glorified"

After all if you don't die to your false self, how can God come in?