"You see church"

"You see church. what matters most is not now, not on sunday but when Monday comes"

yea manx and i'm living it out right now.
of course everyone on a sunday can shout hallelujah in church and everything, but what happens when monday comes?
we are who we are when we are alone.
i'm on leave today, though i still have some compiling to do at work
well if one doesn't do it, someone else has to do it eh..
while i was having breakfast at the table, i was just praying in tongues for a decision whether to go back to camp or just stay at home since i'm on leave.
as expected my boss msged me asking if i'm going back to camp.
that's like a licence for me to say "no" ?
and so i gave an excuse to him.
wells..

i prayed in tongues and actually my heart was skewed towards returning back to camp.
it's like torn between a decision for my own relaxation and a decision that is glorifying to Christ.
of course by going back to work, it's a decision glorifying to Christ as i'm helping my boss..
however, i think there's this fine line between knowing what you are entitled to and doing something that's glorifying to Christ.
geez you see that's my rationale thinking kicking into action/
BUT, i just told Him, i don't want to live by the worldly street smarts by learning the ropes of the world in escaping stuff.
but i rather You give me wisdom.

before i sent the msg, i know and i confessed that no matter what decision i make, I'm still the righteousness of God in Christ.
how many of u know that u can confess but still don't feel the shalom?
well, keep on confessing till your mouths are satisfied and His Word just sits tightly in your heart, that you just let go of that decision to Christ and enjoy the day ahead.
well at least that's what i'm doing right now.

and then the Spirit brought to my remembrance
freedom is when you are free of man's opinion of you.
yes some decisions may be made from a position knowing that you don't care what others think about you.
yet at the same time total freedom does not mean you can just go out there and make decisions that are not glorifying to Christ.

so seriously.
i just need God's wisdom in my decisions.