the heat.

i'm still learning.
today's msg's good once again.
i know chariot's of fire is a good movie. i should watch it before this sunday's marathon.

"I would have to break you up into pieces, and put you back together after that"
"Break me up in alvin, and mould me together in Christ"

seriously, i still have this fear of man sometimes.
i can still taste my flesh working up sometimes.
i know it's the flesh and i'm dead to it, alive in Christ.
if God is my helper, who can be against me?
sometimes i get too caught up with pleasing man, that i'm not conscious of how much glory that's in me and coming out of me.
yes. this's training for me.

anyways while sitting in during the service just now,
things were just running through my head, it seems like there are "so many things" to get done.
am i delegating enough?
or am i keeping too much for myself to handle?
amidst all these stuff, i was just reminded that it's a privilege to help out, a privilege to be a blessing.
i'm blessed to be a blessing.
yes i'm going to get that temp job in Jesus' name. i speak this in His faith.

i hate the flesh, i'm dead to flesh, alive in Christ.

looks like that 8day getaway in china was a huge blessing..
that before and during the trip, i just told Him that hey, let this trip be a rest. be a rest before anything else.
and when i came back from China, praise the Lord there are so many kingdom activities that i'm more than privileged to be a service to Him.
I'm more than privileged to be of a service to Christ.
it's not an entitlement.

in my flesh, i have nothing that i can offer.

God loves a cheerful giver.