Jesus' Beloved

i've been wanting to blog for quite some time already..
but i guess all my words have been spoken out to Him, and that's enough.
anyways.
it's quite sad to read others' blog and read their struggles.
not that i do not have any sometimes.
but when you read about what they are going through, it kind of presses me inside to see that all it takes is to surrender whatever human effort in keeping to some code of conduct, principles or in short LAW, and just be so conscious about Grace who's living in us, working towards us and through us, only when we are so conscious of His glory in us.

it hurts because these are people close to my heart

in fact over a certain period of time, i've shyed away from some blogs simply because every time i've read the blog, i just feel a tinge of sadness, not on my own but an induced sadness.
where's the joy in that?
of course everyone has his freedom to rant their innermost thoughts and feelings down and i thank God for honesty.
at the same time, i also yearn to read of entries that edify me after i've read them.

Abba loves me. Jesus loves me. The same God whom you have known since young has been loving you much more than you think you love yourself.
The same God whom you have known since young has been wanting to bless you much more than you think you are already blessed.
Seek Him first.