Thursday, December 06, 2007

Grace Grace!

i forgot that the interview would take 3 hrs..
my adrenaline and the cold temperatures in the room made my stomach sick after that..
talk about butterflies in your stomach, i guess i can identify with that since i could almost feel the overflow of adrenaline wrenching my stomach together.horrible feeling..
thank God some peanuts and soya bean bought at the cheers made me feel more relaxed.

i don't know manx. i prayed in tongues, muttered verses under my breath, just to keep myself calm and steady.
i dislike group interviews. seriously make me nervy. give me a one-to-one situation and i'll feel much more relaxed talking to the person.
but wells.
during the so called "presentation" tat i had to give to eunice, while i sat there listening to others doing their thing first, i just muttered under my breath "Your grace is sufficient for me, your strength is made perfect in my weakness"
cos seriously, coach jo cut a somewhat menacing figure in the room, and she was roleplaying some stuff manx.
coach jo can be quite scary!!! hahahhaa..i said that in a light tone btw..
i'm excited for the training ahead.
yea as i sat in the bus on my way home, i was thinking or pondering if this's the right job for me?
and i realise it's not about whether i know about taxes in IRAS that will give me an edge,
training to be a trainer is going to help me in my presentation skills.
but yes.God's going to lead the way for me.

seriously i don't want this temp job period to be "whatever temp job that comes i'll take it", or taking up a temp job solely based on worldly practicality that going to help my smu education, such as the IRAS temp job.
i would rather leave this in His hands, and whatever temp job i take, it's going to be God speaking to me through it, God training me through it and God strengthening me through it.

this i say because there're so many temp jobs that one can take up, and i've seen a few people around me really doing whatever that comes their way.
but isn't it more exciting to work a temp job knowing that God has something in store for you through that job, instead of just aimlessly going through a temp job just to earn some keeps?

"All things work together for good for those who love Him"

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