In the shadow of Your wings

I will follow after You as long as my soul lives
I will lift up my hands unto thy name O Lord
my mouth shall praise You
because You've been my help

In the shadow of Your wings will i rejoice my Lord
Your loving kindness overwhelms my soul O Lord
and I will bless You
I will love You all my life

beautiful.
actually i'm trying to keep blogging alive.
i realise i've not been sharing much on my blogging medium.
i would rather talk to people about it.
and when there's a continual conversation going on with Him
other things just seem unnecessary
or maybe i'm just pure lazy.

oh wells. updates.
honestly, i think i'm living His abundant life right now.
as much as i'm tired from my work, i enjoy what i'm doing.
where yesterday night was the first time i saw "8hours 4minutes left to your alarm" on my handphone.
the rest of the nights were always "4 hours and so and so minutes left to your alarm"
sleeping on average 4 hours every night. waking up at 515am for wed to fri.standing all the way till 4 plus 5pm.

i need to catch up on my sleep.really.
that when i took a nap of 2 hours just now. it just didn't seem enough to me.
and yes where do my exercise time fit in?
leaving it to Grace.

and i realised i've just been 'arrowed/appointed' to head a project for befrienders.
when i first saw the email, i was pretty reluctant. like "huh? why me?"
when i'm beginning to be so busy with my work and stuff"
but then again, this book titled 'spiritual leadership' really spoke to me.
"any work given to the Lord is never too insignificant"
and it just reminds me, yes i can be so busy, yes i can be so lazy as well, i even contemplating to step down from befrienders for awhile. yes that thought really ran through my mind when i found out about the project thing.
i then realised, who am i doing this project for?
is it for His glory or is it for man's purposes.
in fact today while i was thinking about it.
i think this employment is good. it means that i've been resting aggressively unto His finished work in my life.
hahaha.
and another thing in the book spoke to me. i've not finished the book yet, cos i think reading it too quickly would rob me the chance of really pausing and receiving the things in it.
that whatever we do, we give our best.
not in the worldly sense where everyone can say "do your best"
but because God did His best when He gave His only Son to die for us, likewise when we do anything in our life, we give our best to Him.
this spirit of excellence that God is training me in.

Serve out of rest.
Cutting edge.
Excellence.