An emotional journey

as i left befrienders on sat, it was too emotional for me.
i guess that combined with my illness together with whatever stress for the past two months or so, i broke down.
I thank God for the relationships that were formed.
and ironically, through this project i felt more attached to the ministry because of the bonds formed..
however i know it's time to move on and really focus on what God wants me to do this season.

and i've realized once again.
whatever love or appreciation or whatnot that is given by man, it can only amount to so much and is limited.
but when i put my eyes to God, i know that such moments are eternal and that only He can reward me richly, my eternal and true source of provision.

so this where my breaking point is, as i've realized.
i've never thought myself to be strong.
and everyday i want to have a deeper walk with You.
to be real before You, to be real before man, my leaders, my cg mates.

Great leaders are great sheep, with Jesus as their true shepherd.
as i ask Him, how to how to?

just follow Jesus.
The rest will follow.