thank You Lord.

well. i think the title just says it all.
thank You Lord for Jimmy.

and i so love the guys-only meal at hongkong cafe.
Jimmy, weizhong, matthias and desmond.
really, fellowship with guys just gives me joy.

honestly in the past, fellowship with girls gives me joy too. not that it doesn't now,
but fellowship with guys gives me the joy that i know the Lord wants me to have when it comes to guys only.
honestly speaking, in the past when it was all guys only, i wished there were some girls to balance it out.
but now when it's all guys, i'm asking the Lord for more guys.

to my brothers and sisters in Christ, i'm very sure you know what i mean.
that being said, the grace of God is more than sufficient in us to be comfortable with anyone, regardless of gender.

take my heart and make it Yours
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like You have loved me

break my heart for what breaks Yours
everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
as i walk from earth into eternity

Gosh
i've never heard of Hosanna until arrow service..
a lil slow right.
the song's so beautiful because these two stanzas are exactly what my prayers are all along.

and yesterday's meeting with weixiang just shows me once again..
that i can't but God can.
tending to people not because "i have to"
but out of the love and flow of Christ

to run not after works nor performance nor the robes of "befriender"
but to run after the love of Christ and His robes of righteousness..

that honestly, there are some days when i just don't feel like talking to anyone, or don't know what to talk about, just attend church and that's it.
but it's exactly these times when the grace of God will super fill me up.
and it's exactly these times when i'm brought to a place that reminds me that it's not about what i have in my own ability anyways. which is really so little.

praise God.